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Fiding some clarity again
The past week or so has been hard. Lots going on and yet seemingly nothing at the same time. I was having trouble staying focused on the positive things in life and beginning to get bored and unhappy with all of my latest decisions... It didn't help that a few days ago I pulled a muscle in my neck & back which has made everything painful in any position. Yesterday I was able to take my neck brace off for a good portion of the day, but standing or sitting unsupported causes my neck muscles to cramp up painfully.
Most of my angst lately revolves around our seeming inability to make a decision on what to do next. We know what we want in the future, but the various paths to get there are not at all enjoyable. I am still working hard to find a compromise, but at this point I am still unable to choose a path that makes us happy and still keeps us heading in the direction of our dreams. Very hard to explain without going into detail.
It all comes down to money and work again...
Most of my angst lately revolves around our seeming inability to make a decision on what to do next. We know what we want in the future, but the various paths to get there are not at all enjoyable. I am still working hard to find a compromise, but at this point I am still unable to choose a path that makes us happy and still keeps us heading in the direction of our dreams. Very hard to explain without going into detail.
It all comes down to money and work again...
posted by VirP at
5:50 AM
2 Comments:
Jeez Virp!
There's a helpdesk position that is in the paper right now at PH. They're filling my position as I leave. Just a thought.
I'm headed down Dec 1 south to Q. If you end up coming south I will look for you. Miss you!
alan
We actually were seriously entertaining the idea of loading everything back into the trailer and heading to Arizona... But then we're broke at the moment and don't want to buy into debt to make the trip. If I stay put for the Winter I can at least carve and build up inventory for the Summer that will add up to a check every so often.
Becky wants a new trailer with enough space for the 4 of us and the dog. That's another 15K that I need to come up with if we don't want to go into debt. Hence the thoughts of going back to work.
I figure you were joking about the PeaceHealth position - you of all people know that they couldn't pay me enough money to go back to being a cubicle rat. I'd rather be poor and free than rich and confined. I've been a free chicken too long to survive being caged again.
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