Thursday, May 31, 2007

Columbus Kansas

We made it all the way through Oklahoma today and just North of the border in Columbus Kansas. I think we've passed the 1/2 way mark (and then some).

RV parks are few and far between here on Interstate 69. We finally found one at 7:00 this evening after 12 hours of traveling. No wireless internet or cable TV at this park. No frills, just a piece of grass and a hole in the ground to dump your tanks.

I'm dialed in via Becky's cell phone, so this post will be very short (and may not upload anyway)...

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Waco Texas

We made it as far as Waco Texas this evening. It took us about 9.5 hours to get here, but we're settled in at a campground for the night and the weather looks like it's going to be nice this evening. We passed through the cold front on the way here and it's 10-15 degrees cooler which is nice since it's been in the 80's at night in Brownsville at night. Maybe we'll get some good sleep if it gets below 70 tonight [fingers crossed].

The drive was smooth. No surprises. We're not even plugging in tonight - just going to run off the solar/batteries tonight so we can just drive off early morning without having to unhook and pack again. Hopefully we'll get North of Tulsa Oklahoma tomorrow...

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Getting ready to travel again

We're almost ready to hit the road tomorrow. We've dropped our Internet access and returned the cable modem, so I have limited connectivity to the Internet again for the next week or so. We've settled up all of our bills and are hoping to hit the road tomorrow early morning. I was hoping that the weather would cooperate for our trip up through the central US, but it looks like we're in for at least some stormy weather... We're keeping our fingers crossed that we'll miss the majority of the big storms - especially anything dangerous. There's lots of flooding at the moment along our route. We'll see if things clear up a bit by tomorrow. If it looks really bad in the morning, we might just hold off for another day or two.

Well, that's it for tonight. Lots of packing and storing of things so that they will survive the bumpy trip north. We have about 1,700 miles of road to cover over the next few days. I'll try to post here when I have a connection in the evenings...

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Calm before the storm

Becky and I have been relaxing and taking it slow the last few days. There are some major decisions that we have been trying to tackle as we prepare to hit the road once again and leave Texas possibly for good.

One of our biggest decisions has been related to our business. We found out from our major product supplier that the dollar is slipping fast against foreign currency and brass (our product's primary material) has doubled in cost over the past few months... On top of that, the US Post Office raised it's rates and redefined their package classifications so that our shipping costs have just about doubled too - especially on small packages. Small packages used to cost $0.63 for us to ship and now they cost $1.13 (a $.050 increase). While that does not sound like much, when you sell a product that costs only $4.00 including shipping & packaging, it's a fairly large expense increase. With our supplier expecting costs to continue to increase over the next few months, we could see the end of our small busniess in less than 6 months if we don't make some serious changes...

Last night we made the decision to stop offering free shipping. It was a very hard decision for us because it simplified the on-line transactions and gave us a bit of an edge over our competetors. The next few weeks will tell us if that was a good decision or not. So far it seems that we are getting about the same number of on-line orders each day as usual. Dropping the free shipping not only offsets the increase in cost for shipping but it gives us the income that was normally spent on postage. We opted to leave our prices the same that they have been since we started our business back in 1998. If our costs increase again, we will have to raise our prices to stay in business. With the potential increase in our product costs on the horizon I secured the remaining inventory from our supplier (the largest inventory purchase we have ever made). That should carry us through the Summer and give us a little extra cash to play with in the near future. We'll have to see what happens this fall...

We're looking at starting another (or actually several other) small businesses that are independent of what happens in the world economy. I have the perfect business idea and have already tested the market with a successful trial. I just need to focus my energy on it now and spend the next few months building up product and websites to target my market. With some hard work we'll be able to offset the slow decline in our other business and set ourselves up with a more stable long term income.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

A visit to the zoo

In keeping with our new "no stress diet" we decided to check out the local zoo. I took over 170 pictures (before my batteries died) and thought that I'd share a few...

I have to say that the zoo was so much nicer than anything else we have seen so far on this trip. It only cost us about $30.00 and had so much to see. There were animals from all over the globe.

The girls had a really good time. Unfortunately, seeing all of the animals they now want a pet tiger, a pet bird, some small monkeys and of course a few lemurs to keep them all company...

There were lots of baby animals to be seen which made the girls happy. We stopped at the petting zoo for a little while and then checked out the nursery.

Becky and I decided that we liked the aviary so much that someday we'd like to have one. The girls of course agree whole-heartedly.

Erika and Emily played around with the exhibits... Emily almost got eaten by a bronze crocodile that looked very hungry!

All in all we had a pretty good day. We're all just trying to stay in good spirits and awaiting next weeks move away from this area. If the weather holds out we're hoping to make it to Minnesota the first week of June to visit with Becky's dad and work on some projects.

Friday, May 18, 2007

Bad days

Sorry for all the negative posts. I've been in a really crappy mood lately. The more that I read about peak oil, loss of fertile soil, sterile seas, the war in Iraq and global warming the more depressed I get. I don't understand how we can be so stupid and self destructive... I am feeling more and more hateful of it all - which is not very productive and definitely not worth posting about on a blog... I'm going to stop studying and trying to find solutions for everyone and just concentrate on making my life more enjoyable. It's too much emotional work to try to understand it all and it seems rather pointless to try to do anything about it when the majority of people don't seem to care anyway.

So, I am done posting about the rest of the world and what's going on (or not going on) in it. It's important for me to focus on my life and those close to me. I need to relax, be positive and move on...

Thursday, May 17, 2007

We're ready to hit the road again

I think I have had my fill of Texas. I tried to look at the area with serious intentions of moving here, but having been here for a couple of months now I realize that it's not what I had hoped at all. There's just not enough going for this place to offset the really bad points. Now that we've also had some time to look at property (both with and without housing) we've basically discovered that - just like everywhere else in the US right now - there's nothing worth what they're currently asking.

With that in mind, Becky and I have decided to just wait it out. There's no decent land to be had that we can afford, so we're going to postpone looking for any until prices fall into our budget. Then we'll go after exactly what we want and buy it outright instead of settling on something less valuable that and paying on for for the next 30 years. I can't wait for the housing market to tank...

We're going to stay mobile for the next few years. As long as there are grocery stores and Wal-Marts across the US where we can get whatever the heck we need at any time, there's no reason for us to stay put. This may be the last few years where we can afford to travel with the way gas prices are going. Already prices have gone up over 70 cents a gallon since we arrived here about 2 months ago. Our travel plans pretty much revolve around the price of gasoline, so we'll see what the future brings.

Realtors are worthless

Yesterday we decided to take a look at a piece of property in a nearby smaller community. We found a listing for a 3 bedroom 2 bath home on about 3/4 of an acre for $24,900.00. We were told that the property was a repossession and would probably need a little work. We decided to see what 25K would buy you in a little town in the middle of nowhere, so we set up an appointment to take a look. The realtor said she'd meet us there. We went on a hunt for the address using the GPS and ended up 10 miles out on a sand road with 2 foot deep ruts we had to straddle. Our top speed was about 15 miles an hour... We hit the end of the road that the property was supposed to be on and called the realtor. She told us "oh, I did that same thing - I think I know where it is now though, so head back toward town on the road you went out on and meet me at the local high school". I found a paved road about 2 miles out of the way - I wasn't risking the rut road again - and we met the realtor who led us to the property. When we arrived and just before we walked in the door, she warned us that the place was listed as "uninhabitable", but that the seller had dropped the price to $20K... What?!? We drove 2 hours out of our way to look at a place that she had earlier said needed a little work. She admitted she had never seen the place before we arrived... How can someone sell something they've never even seen? Is this not one of the most worthless jobs on the planet? She was no help at all... I wouldn't have bought the piece of land alone for even $5K. The neighborhood was horrible, the town was horrible and the property was smack dab in the middle of it all.

The place was series of walls placed directly on the dirt or up on cement blocks. There were no fixtures - no sinks, no counters, carpet was on a dirt floor in some places. All of the sinks, toilets, tub, shower, etc had been removed... The light fixtures were gone and a lot of the wiring for the house was exposed. The entire building had mold along the base of the walls and you could visibly see termite damage everywhere. It looked like a house under construction. Someone was in the process of trying to cover the exposed studs with new sheetrock but it had gotten wet and was sagging in places. You could see sunlight through the walls in the kitchen and the windows had bullet holes in them. The walls didn't meet the ceiling in some places... There was nothing (and I mean NOTHING) that could have even been salvaged from the place as scrap. It was truly a place that needed to be torn down, hauled away and burned... The realtor had lied to get us there so she could find out what we were looking for and try to sell us a more expensive home. It's the same tactic used by them all - show something scary that is way over-priced and then try to sell something nicer for a lot more money... We left.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

A very boring day

Today was so boring... I was hoping to have a short talk with my friend Alan about embracing the boredom part - he seems to have found the key to slowing down and enjoying the stillness - but no such luck tonight.

I managed to distract myself somewhat by reading the small book "Conversations with Vati". The book is about my grandfather. It was written by my uncle Hartmut. There is a lot of very interesting information in there that I had only bits and pieces of previously. My version of history was quite a bit different...

I stopped at Home Depot today to see if I could find any parts for my solar water heater. I am still planning a batch heater, but am having trouble finding a suitable water tank. I have not been able to find one that is designed for drinking water. I can find plenty of hot water heaters and pressure tanks, but nothing for just storing pressurized water. I will have to do some more searching tomorrow. I need a fairly small tank that lends itself to the job. I may just put 100 feet of garden hose out in the sun and tie it into the system. At least to give us something right now to heat our shower water while I search for a more elegant and permanent solution.

Our refrigerator has been basically defrosting every day when the temperature gets above about 80 degrees. We've had problems with it ever since we hit the hot weather. So far our solution has been to freeze half a dozen water bottles at night and transfer them to the refrigerator every morning so that the food won't spoil. We lost everything once already anyway when the temperature hit 95... Taking the vent cover off the back of the refrigerator seems to help some, but it looks really bad (trashy) to leave the back vent off here at the RV park. Anyway, I installed a fan in the back to help exhaust the heat out the top vent. From what I understand this is a common problem with RV refrigerators. They don't vent well when it's really hot outside and need a bit of a boost. We'll see if it helps over the next few days. It's supposed to get pretty hot again tomorrow.

Becky and I made a real bed for the girls today. Up to this point we had been converting the dinette to a bed for them every evening and then back into a dinette again in the morning. They were using their sleeping blankets as a kind of wrap (although it's been too hot to cover up with anything heavier than a sheet most evenings). Today we converted the back couch unto a full size bed complete with foam pad topper, a full set of sheets and matching comforter. They are very excited. Hopefully this will remove one of the more frustrating routines from our day and give the girls a more permanent feeling place in the RV.

With both Becky and I finding it difficult to entertain ourselves we've been tackling lots of projects around the trailer and resolving problems that we've not felt like dealing with.

There's been a lot of smoke in the air the past few days. The smoke has been hanging out in the late evenings because of some kind of inversion. While the sunsets are gorgeous because of it, the smoke smells like burning plastic - I can only assume that folks are burning garbage. I have seen many 55 gallon steel burn barrels full of garbage in side & back yards. Not the best way to deal with one's waste, but I guess it's cheaper than paying to have it hauled to the dump when you're poor.

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Why Texas?

There were many things that we considered before choosing where to concentrate our search for a place to settle down. Some of the reasons are based on personal preference & health considerations while others are based on money and our long term plans.

Both Becky and I are convinced of the upcoming energy problems that will be facing us all. While there is much debate on when the problems will start to have a serious impact on future plans, I have reason to believe that it will be within the next 5 years. That does not mean that the average person will not continue to live almost exactly as they do now, just that the expense of trying to do something as extreme as relocate will require more resources than they can afford. Many people are already stuck with the choice of either letting go of whatever equity they have built up or staying put. As energy prices increase, values of energy hungry homes decrease and the cost of moving also increases. The longer they wait, the more trapped they become. Better to bail now and spend the next 5 years setting up a sustainable lifestyle and securing income than to be forced to move at the worst time and arrive with few assets and no job...

That being said, our first consideration was climate. We asked ourselves, "Where could you live naked all year long and not die from exposure to either extreme heat or cold". The number one energy costs in most households are heating & cooling. If you can find an area where (without any shelter) you can still live relatively comfortably year round, you can avoid a large energy expenditure. Less energy means cheaper & greener living. The coastal areas of Texas, while fairly hot in the summer, have a temperature moderated by a constant breeze of the Gulf of Mexico. Having lived here for 2 months now, I know this is true. On the rare occasion that there is no breeze it can be quite uncomfortable, but both mornings and evenings a cool breeze is almost guaranteed. This also makes building our ideal passive solar home much easier. Since there is less variation between Summer and Winter temperatures, we do not need to build our home to handle either extreme cold or heat, but instead can build a solid wall home that will act as a heat sink and keep the temperature a relative constant. There are gorgeous beaches along the Gulf of Mexico where fishing is good and the waters are warm enough to play in. It rains occasionally, but is not overcast as often as most places we have lived. The rains are cool and the thunderstorms are spectacular.

Our second consideration was ability to grow food. We wanted an area that was very green, with good soil and where water would be very easy to collect. Because of the climate here, you can grow food all year round. There is a huge variety of wildlife and the semi-tropical climate supports a very wide variety of plant life too. We have cactus, palm trees and vegetable gardens all within yards of us here. No need for a greenhouse...

Third consideration was cost. There are many beautiful coastal areas along the Pacific Ocean that meet most of our criteria, but without exception they are way over priced for the quality of land and community. Even very remote towns that have little to offer are artificially priced at a premium. With the housing bubble at it's peak still and a reasonable expectation for that bubble to take 3-5 years to subside (barring any outside influences), we just can't afford to sit and wait for prices to fall. In addition, the housing prices will fall fastest in areas that have high energy needs while staying fairly high in more desirable areas. Here in Brownsville we can currently purchase 10-15 acres of land with a home for under $50,000. That is an inflated price of course - just 8 years ago the same sized piece of land with a then newer home was around $28,000. Health care costs are continuing to rise at a ridiculous rate and (for those of us that are uninsured) being close to the border of Mexico puts us within reach of reasonably priced health care that is just as good (or better in some cases) than our US counterparts. Things like routine dental care, vision and medications are at least 1/10th the cost just across the border in Matamoros (a city of almost 1 million people). US health care costs will only increase more as demand continues to increase - you don't have to be an economist to understand that. I have a huge problem with the corruption of our US health care system - from the drug companies all the way to the HMO owned insurance companies. They have built a monopolistic mega business that wipes out or assimilates local family Doctors and small clinics and they get away with murder (literally). That's a huge rant for another post someday...

Texas has little regulation when it comes to home building and land usage. That favors the do-it-yourself type person like me that hates all of the red tape that comes along with trying to do something different. Looking around, I don't believe that any regulations that may be in place are enforced outside city limits. I have seen some downright dangerous looking structures built out of what looks like collected garbage just outside city limits. The funniest thing is seeing a shack home built right next to a 7 bedroom mansion. There doesn't seem to be any community planning. That has both good and bad points that can be argued... As we stay here longer I will research more on this subject. Word of mouth here is that you can form a legal community with just a small group of people willing to fill out the appropriate paperwork. That allows you to control the future development of the area within your "city".

There is no state income tax here. There is 8.25% sales tax and property tax, but there is no sales tax on goods sold in the markets in Mexico - and (with the exclusion of those things we don't buy - like alcohol & cigarettes) you don't have to pay duties or tax on those items when returning to the US. Traveling across the border and back is time consuming, so it is saved for medical needs mostly.

Health and personal preference influenced the rest of our decisions. Becky is allergic to most evergreen trees, grass and some pollens. The coastal breeze keeps the air clear of heavy concentrations of any of these things and there are no cities between here and the coast, so other than the occasional "diesel" like smell from the oil platforms (I am assuming that is where the smell comes from - and they will be going away someday) there is no significant air pollution. Becky has not had to take any allergy medication since we arrived and that is at peak Springtime bloom here.

Becky loves Palm trees and tropical flowers. There are sea turtles, parrots & dolphins that make the kids happy. I really like the sun and constant breeze which lend themselves to solar and wind power opportunities.

There are some pretty major drawbacks to the area too. Most of them are due to the blending of both US (esp. Texan) and Mexican values. It seems that the worst of both worlds have collided here. Some of that is just adjustment from living in a very diverse community with somewhat "green" thinking to living in a "use it or loose it" & "me, me, me" environment. But a lot of it is also because we are a minority here and don't speak the local language. I am learning how to speak Spanish and I think that is the key to overcoming the latter issue. There is no thought to conservation of any kind here. Everything is just thrown in the trash. Even the backs of the garbage trucks have "Good Riddance" painted on them in bold letters. That is the garbage companies trademarked line - and a good representation of the attitude locally. We have found alternatives - places to take the cans, cardboard, paper and plastic. Though it is time consuming and requires quite a bit of travel to many places strategically placed far apart. Perhaps there is money to be made in that problem right there...

Another issue is that of the weather. There is the potential for both tornadoes and hurricanes in this area. We are basically on the edge of the tornado zone, so they are VERY rare here, but a concern none the less. We are also in the hurricane zone - although rarely one that is better than a tropical storm... The storm potential have forced us into planning a structure that will withstand both high winds and heavy rains. At this point we are thinking of a monolithic dome (several of them actually) that are mostly buried. That should give us great protection from the storms and also help keep the temperature inside relatively constant.

Friday, May 11, 2007

Where did all of the real people go?

I have to look long and hard to find happiness these days. Everything around me seems so much like a giant play. Everything a prop and every event just a series of lines in an endless drama. Nothing is solid and real and nothing people say or do is out of character, so I feel I never really meet them and they never bother to really meet me.

It seems to me that the whole world has been taken over by some new form of life. Something hollow and soulless. Something determined only to exist and nothing more. Like a car race with the only goal being first to cross the finish line in the exact same spot as the race started. Just a series of repeated scenes and nothing more. Just millions of actors repeating the same play day after day - trying to refine their role until even they believe their character exists and is important to the sucess of the big production.

The older actors pronounce that it's too late for them to change - there's no point with what little time they have left on the stage. The young ones declare that they will be the next greatest actor and seem to look up to those currently on stage. Those in the middle are too busy working behind the scenes to make sure that the play continues without interruption to notice that the play is pointless...

I am tired of this play. I am sick of not knowing anyone for who they really are. I have spent 1/2 my life learning how to be an actor the other 1/2 drinking heavily in order to be able to pretend to enjoy being an actor. I am tired of the roles that I have been forced to play so far. I want to be myself and quit this play so I can live a real life...

Thursday, May 3, 2007

Big Storm Avoided

Last night sucked... About 11:30 PM last night the national weather service announced that there were pretty large storms headed our way. By 2:30 AM this morning the storm had gathered enough strength to hit just West of us with 75 MPH winds and hail the size of nickels... Lots of power outages and wind damage with the storm. We were under a tornado watch and severe thunderstorm warning until 6:00 AM. The local weather predicted that it would hit us at around 3:15 AM and that we might see heavier winds and larger hail... So, at 3:00 AM I rounded up the family and hiked them over to the only brick building nearby that was unlocked - the laundry room.

At about 3:10 the lightning was incredible. Every 2-3 seconds we were treated to a spectacular light show. I checked on the status of the storm on-line and as luck would have it, the storm broke into 2 parts. Once headed north of us and the other south, so we only saw some light rain and mild wind (15-20 MPH). By 3:45 we were all back in bed in the trailer and sleeping somewat soundly. Unfortunately, I spent the entire evening watching the weather, so I only got a few hours sleep.

The storm shook me up a bit. I was under the impresion that the major storms didn't come this far south very often. From the sound of the weather guy on the local channel this was a big storm and quite uncommon... None the less, many areas were without power and had some pretty major wind damage.

Being in a travel trailer with a major storm on the way is quite uncomfortable...