Fiding some clarity again

The past week or so has been hard. Lots going on and yet seemingly nothing at the same time. I was having trouble staying focused on the positive things in life and beginning to get bored and unhappy with all of my latest decisions... It didn't help that a few days ago I pulled a muscle in my neck & back which has made everything painful in any position. Yesterday I was able to take my neck brace off for a good portion of the day, but standing or sitting unsupported causes my neck muscles to cramp up painfully.

Most of my angst lately revolves around our seeming inability to make a decision on what to do next. We know what we want in the future, but the various paths to get there are not at all enjoyable. I am still working hard to find a compromise, but at this point I am still unable to choose a path that makes us happy and still keeps us heading in the direction of our dreams. Very hard to explain without going into detail.

It all comes down to money and work again...